All Saints - Never Ever 

I still know the lyrics to this song by heart. Haha Always been a favorite! 

Masaya na ‘ko sa maagang pagtulog.

Barbie Almalbis - Dahilan

It’s 5:30 am already, and I’m feeling so much emotions at this moment. I’m even writing this with the song posted above on loop.

I’m not even sure of what’s the real reason of this sudden burst of emotions. These emotions I’m talking about may have been hidden for a long time. And I hate to admit it but intoxication is the only way I could find to release them, it feels safer but the morning after is a reminder that no one remembers anything. And if anyone does, should that make things better? I apologize for such cowardliness. 

What a powerful song, bringing out so much of me. 

I’ll be honest and open this time. 

I was never lucky on love, perhaps on the previous emotions I have felt and on some I am feeling now. Am I too bad for a lover? Am I too shy? Am I too much? Or too less? Is is because I don’t talk that much? Is it because I am not the cheesy type or when I try I fail? Is it because I’m not so cool? Is it because I’m always lost for words? Is it because I pretend that I don’t care when I really do (a lot)? Or is it just I’m not enough for anyone? 

This song, this song…If one day, I’ll get to spend an entire day with someone, just walking on endless roads, eating ice cream, sitting next to each other, taking pictures, sharing the funniest story ever, sharing some hopes and dreams, being awkwardly perfect together, this song will play on the background. 

I could already imagine how many butterflies would wound up in my stomach on that day; countless.

I can still remember the last time I felt so much butterflies in my stomach. Those few hours are so far my most favorite of last year. And yeah, considering the unlucky me (I never had one of those ‘kilig’ moments before), that moment I could say is the closest thing I had. Until now, nothing has ever topped off that moment, still a record-holder.

I apologize for the jump of thoughts in this blog post.

I remember what a friend once told me, “You may have such strong feelings for the person but it can only be called ‘Love’ if the person shares the same feelings with you.” He may be right. If it’s mutual. So I wonder when will I ever have a love so ‘legit’ that it’s mutual? I get his point, it’s not that what I felt wasn’t love, it’s just that love is different from Love.

The song is too perfect to describe what’s actually running through my head and heart now. Of the present and of the future. A song back from 2006 taking over my 2012 self.

Kelan ko lang ba talaga inamin sa sarili ko na gusto kita? Na hindi ako niloloko ng nararamdaman ko. Na walang dahilan para itanggi ito at mangamba. Matagal na.

Pero sana matagal ko na rin inamin sayo. 

Honesty hour is done. The sun is up already, it’s time to sleep now. 

My Blueberry Nights: If I sleep on the floor, will it make you love me more? ›

Helen Fisher: The brain in love

There goes love again! 

Another CRITICAL HIT! Haha!

I came across that one webpage and found this video in it. This video’s totally cool! 

I have never watched another video about love as good as this one. 

It has always been a question raised in my head how love could possibly teach a person to make the impossible possible. I say love is one powerful force. 

I could watch this video everyday of my life. The meaning and impact of this video to me will change everyday, the same way love’s definition to me has changed through years and experiences(?). Haha.

Cool video right there! TED’s got it! AGAIN, as expected. Hehe :) 

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to the nth power 

Tagaytay Summer Getaway 2012 (by azlSE)

So after a month, I finally had the time to edit this. Hahahaha

April 14-15, 2012 - One of the best summer weekends ever

Lots of amazing and cool things happened that weekend! 

- it was Kuya Dennis’ birthday (well, this really was the main reason we went to Tagaytay)

- it served as a reunion too and world peace yow!

- I shared a few (not really) cups of alcohol with the family (not to mention, mom went to Laguna that afternoon and dad’s abroad) loooools

- I didn’t get drunk, I didn’t do funny/stupid things, I didn’t drunkcall/text anyone, my dad didn’t call me at 2am and caught me drunk, I didn’t realize dad was drunk too (coooool) and he missed  me so he called and I didn’t feel any hangover the next day…[opposite day! HAHAHAHAHA]

FREAKIN’ AWESOOOOOOOOOOME!!! 

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I’m really not the expressive kind of person. 

And seriously not the type who constantly tells my mom how much I love her. But of course, I love my mom. 

Sometimes, it makes me wonder if my mom is happy having me as her daughter. LOLS. Hahaha

Ok, this isn’t a post about me. HAHAHAHA It’s about my mom! :))))

I AM CONFIDENT TO SAY THAT I HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING AND WONDERFUL MOTHER! :) 

THE BEST, THE BEST, THE BEST!

I wish I could say this to her everyday. But eh, she probably knows about this already.

SO, HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO YOU, MAMI! And this also goes out to all the mothers out there! Yeaaaaaaaaaaa! 

p.s.: I made this because I have nothing else to give my mom this mother’s day (it’s summer and I have 0 allowance looools). Hahahaha Kidd’. Even if I have all the money to buy my mom everything, I would still edit a photo of her for mother’s day! She deserves it anyway! :) Only the best for my mom! :) 

(Yep, you’re right. She won’t get to read this, she doesn’t have a Tumblr account. Hahaha)